The Clearness Of Thought

It’s so surprising that the clearness of the thought is probably the last thing that would take the form of a thought. The clearness aspect of it though varies from person to person, one would be sure to know how well can one deal with it, the process of thought conversion to action, well, I’m not talking about motivational success here or things related otherwise, but then again, how important would one think and how important would one be willing to express it all infront of an unlikely audience is the question. Today, we have communication devices to bridge the divide, we have the shadow of ourselves haunting us everywhere, but we forget, it’s always there with those shadows that one would not expect it would be with. Ideas strike late, usually when time runs out, or usually when the situation which demands it is over, nevertheless, they have always been the primary source of talk, walk, action etc without them we’d have nothing much to do but sit in a chair all day long and worse get paid for it, end of it all what matters is the clearness of it that’s projected onto oneself or the other and the way it’s been received that matters. Relationship’s they say often loosen up due to talking, talking straight and talking right and everyone would have such an opportunity to experience what that line actually means, if u’d have enough common sense, you would know why I’m writing this, why on earth would one be brutally honest with everything to see nothing but the truth and in the end get bruised and hurt. Being truthful gentlemen, has its risks of being socially unacceptable, repulsive and better being left in solitude, the more one sugar’s one’s words, the better some one else feels.

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Everyone is so comfortable with ignoring things that have been ignored in the past and would be ignored in the future that one forgets there’s a part of life that one wishes to see, acknowledge and enjoy it as part of life, the truth, sadly does not fit in here anywhere, the truth and the feeling of losing have something in similar, that’s the “Act of being in peace with onself for the moment” and once the moment passes one would do anything to have the feeling of not letting it happen and some times wish they’d not gone to the extent of letting it happen or silently suffer, the more people one meet’s the stronger the opinion gets, people of either kind who would either accommodate the fact that it’s all ok are surprisingly less when compared to the people who would rather not want to face it at all, this is no surprise, no one would want to ruin a day, a relationship, just because the facts are now lying bare on the table and 10 minutes ago, everything was as sweet as sugar, now it’s probably considerable cubes of chalk powder that seem like sugar but would taste weird.

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If i knew the conflict that i would have with myself, I would never have ventured into recollecting the facts and putting them on the table of discussion with people I knew, I would’ve just let them go, but then again, I would think if it’s worthy of being discussed and had it not happened would I be happy with myself and the answer to that is no, at this rate, I see the probability of people being with me in any form of relationship declining faster than the deterioration of coral reefs, I’m glad that they might not feel what I feel as it’s not a comfortable scenario to gulp and digest, one word of advice – If you find it necessary to say whats on your mind, ensure you say it at the earliest and not at a forum where things can get hazy, it saves time, patience, the act of being kind and understanding some one. Basically saves life from happening. I’d prefer that, life, on the other hand happens all the time whats important is how we let it happen, by our will or directed by the hands of someone who would want to let us have the life we want either ways.

~ by Vamsi on June 26, 2008.